Can't Let Go

I remember Clipperman told me last year sometime. " Slish your light is on" I respond " "What the f@ck are you talking about" Clipperman Your light is on man!!! I say " You been licking razor bump cream again ? " Clipperman " Naw. Check it. Its cold outside your only way to get home is a taxi, but every taxi that passes you has a passenger inside. Then a beat up nasssty looking taxi rolls up with its on duty light on, driver speaks no english and the back seat smells like shit, But its cold and you want to get home so you get in. I respond " Yeeeah" Clipperman says" Thats your love life right now. Any chick that you date you'll try and wife them. Why cause your light is on and your just trying to get home" I paused, scratched my head , and respond " SHUT THE F@CK UP!!!!! This from a man who chooses to only date baby mamas.


Friday morning I call Barneys " Good Morning " Barneys" Good morning to you too" I say " We on for this evening" Barneys" We sure are" I say " Great. Pick you up between 5 :30 and 6 pm look cute " Barneys responds " Don't I always " I respond " Always baby. See you then"

4pm my office phone is ringing I answer Shawnla " I see you've been busy " I respond " Excuse me ? Shawnla " Who made the first move " I respond " EXCUSE ME!!! Shawnla " So she pulled Danger out huh " I say " Oooh I get it. The only time you call my ass is when you sense new chocha around me. Your a funny gal. What can I do for you" Shawnla " Oh nothing read that post on your blog figured I would give you a call" I respond " Hmmm So my emails and text messages go unanswered but as soon as you read that you want to call me. Nice!!!!!! Shawnla" Listen I didn't call to argue . Just wanted to see how you were doing" I respond " I'm fine just trying to keep myself out of trouble " Shawnla " Slish do you know why I haven't been calling you ? I say " No, but i'm sure your going to tell me " Shawnla " I feel like your pressuring me sometimes" I respond " Pressuring you!!! How? Shawnla " Your actions" Heeeere we go with the bullshit I respond " Shawnla you've been going through a lot figured I would show you some kindness and support, but I guess you interpret that with me trying to get with you " Shawnla " Maybe you don't realize what your doing sometimes. I mean your clock is ticking right? " I respond " Whatever woman. Listen lets end this conversation. If you want to go through this trial by fire on your own. Fine. I'll respect that. You need me for anything you know where I am. Latuh " I hang up

5:30 pm I pull up in front of Barneys apt and call her " I'm here sweetie" Barneys " I'll be right down " 5 minutes later Barneys comes out of her building. My heart starts to beat really fast. She walks in front of the car. Now it seems like she's moving in slow motion cause my heart is beating even faster. She turns her head, looks at me and smiles. I quickly unbuckle my seat belt. Barneys opens the passenger door and gets in. Barneys says " Hiiiii " she reaches over to my side of the car and we embrace one another. I didnt want to let her go. She must have sensed that cause she hugged me tighter. 2 minutes go by then we decide to separate . As I'm moving my head back I look into those hazel eyes and something comes over me, but its not the Slasher!!! I missed this WOMAN!!!! didn't realize it till that moment. I pull her head gently towards mine, our lips touch , then our tongues start to dance the way they used to.


Our date ended at 12 midnite. You guys can fill in the blanks your damn selves!!!!


Grantlove HOLLA AT YO BOY!!!!!!