Call Me If You Need Me.

Although i've found my future. A few friends and family's personal lives are crumbling into 100 little pieces . The first call came on Friday night before the bbq. It was from my ex girlfriend Casey.

" Whats wrong ? " Casey Crying on the other end responds " I I i'm sorry Slish I shouldn't have called " I respond " No its okay. Something must be wrong because you never call this late and you're crying. You have my full attention" Casey still crying " I'll be fine I shouldn't have called" I sigh and say " Casey does this have anything to do with your B-day on Sunday? Casey responds " Something like that " I say " Your boyfriend have anything planned ? Casey starts crying again" N No he's working and doesn't have time. " I respond "DOESN' T HAVE TIME!!! Its your birthday ! How could he not make time for you ! Casey " Slish his job is very demanding ( Note to Bloggers Casey's Boyfriend is a doctor) He did come by and see me tonight. " I say " I get it now. I know why you're crying. Dr Dolittle came over a hug, kiss, and two to three strokes later . He tells you he has to go and hopes you understand " Casey sobs " Yes. Slish I I just wanted more time with him. I just wanted more time. " I look at the side walk sigh and answer " Damn. When is this cat going to realize what he has " Casey is a bright, successful, beautiful woman. A great catch for a smart brotha. Dr Dolittle may be a doctor but smart he is not! " Casey you need to stop doing this to yourself. Don't let him use you like this. You deserve better. A man that truly loves you wouldn't treat you this way. Do Little loves himself and his career. If you keep him in your life it will prevent you from meeting your future." Casey responds" I know. Listen i'll be okay. Go back to what you were doing. " I respond " Okay. I'll check in on you tommorrow. Try and come to the bbq. I think it will be good for you to get out " Casey " We'll see " She hangs up

1 hr later after showing Zed where the 6 train was. I'm walking back from the train station. My phone rings again. I look at the screen I must be in the twilight zone !! Its my ex Poochie Lee. I answer Poochie Lee " Nigga what you doin " I respond " Walking down 23rd street. Whats up." Poochie Lee sighs " He doesn't get it he just doesn't get it " I respond" Who doesn't get it ? Poochie Lee " My man. He hasn't figured out that i'm bored. I stepped out on his ass twice and he hasn't even noticed. " I say " Poochie Lee that ain't right. Have you spoken to yo man ? " Poochie Lee qouting YO-YO " Yeah but he don't hear me Yo" I start laughing and say" Listen I can't have this conversation with you right now. I'll call you on Sunday. Oh yeah Poochie Lee STOP hanging out with other guys. Resolve things with your man before you get yo ass in trouble. Poochie Lee " Whatever don't forget to call me on Sunday "


Early Sunday morning My cell phone is ringing again. Barney's " Baby aren't you going to pick up your phone? " I groan and respond " Nope. Don't care who it is " Barneys " Baby I told you about not answering your phone. It could be an emergency " I sigh look at the screen. Its my cousin Bowie I pick up the phone " Hello " Bowie " Nigga take your face out the pussy " I respond " Maybe if you did that more often your fucking lips wouldn't be so dry. State your business or get hung up on" Bowie laughs " I was just calling to see how the cookout went" I respond " Bowie !! Its 9 am you could have called me in the afternoon for that shit. I get out of bed and walk into the Barneys living room " Whats wrong?" Bowie responds" Why something always has to be wrong for me to call you " I rub my forehead and respond " Boooowie!!!" Bowie" Okayokayokay ! I left BB( his wife) last night and moved in with my sister. " I'm not surprised because that marriage was over before it even started. I respond " What happened ? Bowie " I just had enough of her disrespecting me. This time around Slish I snatched her up and it felt too good and came so easily to me. I don't want to be that kind of man. So I left " I smile on the other end of the phone and respond " I'm proud of you. You did the right thing. Sooo is this it. Have you finally taken enough abuse. " Bowie " I don't know haven't put much thought into that. Just had to get way before someone got hurt. " I respond " I hear ya bruh. Want me and Good & Plenty to come down for support " Bowie " Nah i'm good. This time around it didn't sting as much. " I respond " Aiight call me if you need me. "


That always been my motto.

Call me if you need me.